Disappointment

Sometimes I just wish that I could do everything.
They just released the pictures for Twilight, a vampire movie that I have been waiting forever for. It makes me sad. The Cullen family is supposed to be unhumanly gorgeous, but in the photo, they are not.
I could cry.
I wish that I could have casted and done makeup and wardrobe and everything.
Sad day.
I've always wanted to work on movies.
Maybe someday I can.
Maybe I will be able to help kill the disappointment that I am feeling currently.
Just maybe someone won't have to be depressed like I am right now...

Here's the pictures, in case you care.

Okay, So I'm an Addict, Now What?

There are many things that I am addicted to.
A Venti White Chocolate Mocha, nonfat and at 130 degrees would be one fine example, every sunday morning before church.
German Raspberries, but only the red ones, which tends to be a problem since they come red and black...
Pokemon pearl on my DS, but who doesn't get addicted to video games?
Checking my Facebook to see whether I have a new message or not...
Taking about 5000 thousand pictures of flowers...yeah i know, a tad odd...
Wicked...the broadway show...but that's more of an obsession...for some reason, I love it
Staying up late...and I'm not just talking like 11:00pm late, i mean like late late...that's one I am trying to break...
Being very sarcastic
Listening to Goodbye My Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy every night
There are those and then about 20 others, but I am probably boring you, so I won't list them all

Lately I have been really bitter about some things. Hopefully that will go away soon....

My Life in Sentences.

Eating ice cream late at night at the beach.
Screaming my heart out on rollercoasters.
Spending a whole day at home watching 15 episodes of Gilmore Girls in a row.
Playing video games with my sisters all hours of the night.
Hanging out at Target with friends, just looking.
Saying that I am going to learn how to play the guitar, just never actually doing it.
Staying up until 3am talking about anything and everything.
Making fun of movies.
Sleeping in until 1:00 pm.
Reading good books and giving them to Becca.
Going to midnight premiers of Harry Potter (or just about anything).
Trying to go to any and every sports game at school.
Sitting in front of a fireplace drinking hot chocolate when it's hot outside.
Pretending that I can invent recipies.
Cooking mishaps.
Messing around with photos in Photoshop for hours on end.
Acting like a super secret spy with Danae.
Swimming in the pool when it's 50 degrees outside, then jumping in the jacuzzi.
Falling asleep with my dog.
Having friends over to film amazing history projects.
Coming up with new lyrics to songs when I forget the real words.
Laying in bed, doing absolutely nothing.
Finding things that I thought that I had lost 5 years ago.
Laughing at the funniest things.
Practicing my signature (for when I become famous).
Talking in a Brittish accent to make people think that I am an exchange student.
Doing random acts of kindness.
Walking on the beach, just talking.
Staring at nothing in particular.
Thinking of all the things I could be doing, but not doing them.
Convincing myself that I am going to do everything I want to before I die.
Imagining what my life would be like if I lived in England.
Asking unanswerable questions.
Watching CSI with Danae.
Journaling about life.
Putting all 4 kinds of syrup at iHop on my pancakes.
Cutting out parts of magazines and filling notebooks with them.
Driving out to LA to see Wicked.

These are the things that make up life.

Obsene Things

Strawberry water.

Ever walked into a Starbucks and had the person in front of you order the most obscure thing that you ever heard of? It's funny how all these places have a menu beyond the menu. For Jamba Juice it's the white gummy bear drink, and for Starbucks, well, Starbucks has more drinks off the menu than they have on it. I always feel jealous when someone orders something cool, and I secretly wish that I could find a crazy drink that was amazing.

Strawberry water. 30 cents. for a venti. Impossible you say? I had thought so too

Pretty amazing if you ask me. It's just water with strawberry syrup, but it's sooo delicious. Try getting it next time you don't feel like paying $4 for a normal menu drink. Or just the next time that you want to feel like a part of that crazy Starbucks insiders group. (Even some of the baristas don't know what it is, it's so secret)

Procrastination (Among Other Things)

I've had an essay for about a month now...it's due tomorrow.
Still haven't started...I probably should do that

But there's so many other things to do
Facebook, watch movies or TV, Play video games, eat dinner, sleep, read...the list goes on and on
Just about everything is on that list, except homework
I guess that I know that I will get it done, so I say why do it now?


Talking on Instant Messenger is about the best thing ever. You can write your actions in between little stars. That is seriously the best. Take a conversation I had tonight with my friend Becca about Harry Potter (JK Rowling) and the Twilight Series (Stephenie Meyer) (Note: The twilight series is about vampires, main character being edward [total hottie] and Harry potter is about wizards)

And I quote:
Becca: how we love fanatstical creatures!
Me: we love them so much i think that i could just hug them *hugs edward and harry*
Becca: yes...if only they were real!
Janise: *hugs air as they disappear*

Like i said, amazing. I could not ever do that in person. Hence, the internet is amazing.

Act 1 Scene 1

So pretty much I, Janise, have decided that I have a movie perfect life

What does that mean you ask?

well...not exactly sure

When me and my sister Danae are in this crazy mood, we do things that probably should be in a movie.

Take this past sunday for example. My parents told us to go and pick the tangerines that are on our tree. We decided not only to pick those, but also to pick regular oranges that are on our other trees. But of course Danae saw this amazingly perfect orange and thought that she had to write on it. She did that to almost all of the oranges. Insane, I know.

So we got done picking those oranges, and we had about way too many. So of course the first thing that came to mind was to pretend that we owned a jamba juice. One broken mixer, 30 oranges, 2 gallons of icecream and 7 disgusting concoctions later, we decided that making jamba juice was not our calling in life.

But it's the little crazy times that make up life, right?